I still remember. by Kizin-of-kaplumba, literature
Literature
I still remember.
I still remember the Spring
You didn't grow.
Your father carried bruises
Under his eyes,
While your mother's became
Permanently red
As if to prove
That they still bled
Her sorrows
Of yesterday
Into the ruins
Of tomorrow.
Your brother lost his voice
From screaming on the inside.
I don't think I've ever seen
Someone grow up that fast.
Your name became taboo
So as not to encourage
Your ghost into speaking,
But we saw you everywhere.
You should have seen it,
Your face filling whole streets,
Your voice whispering on the wind
Too quiet to make out words
But we heard it anyway.
I remember the Spring
Where the sky felt like
A slap in the face.
H
Lets meet between the mountains
A thousand miles away
And see each other one last time
Before we decide not to stay.
Lets meet between the oceans,
A thousand miles away
And see each other one last time
To live a lifetime in a day
Lets meet between the dawns,
A thousand hours away
And see each other one more time
To find the right words to say
It started softly at first. Little words and instances, and small betrayals that left questions sticking in her mind like needles. Words that hit her skin like stones, leaving bruises that spread and scarred and left fear in their wake, words that kept her up at night.
Who I am? What am I doing here? And who are you?
The words start tumbling faster now, and come with twisted expressions of anger, bitterness, resentment and blame. It's taking her back to her childhood; the memories of disquiet and fear and always, always the blame. It's taking her back to the fear of speaking, the fear of being touched, ever. The fear of meeting someone's eye
It wasn’t as if Thomas had known what to expect; it just that he hadn’t expected, well, this. He read the obituaries every Sunday out of a mixture of habit and morbid curiosity – or as he liked to call it; “professional interest”. At least that’s what he told his wife, anyway, when he noticed her brow furrowing, or her lips puckering into something dangerously close to resembling a pout over breakfast. She didn’t like dead people; his “clients”. She didn’t like hearing about embalming, or caskets, or hilarious anecdotes of “you’ll never believe the cosmetic work I had to
Liason In a Laundromat by Rosary0fSighs, literature
Literature
Liason In a Laundromat
There is a scream before time stops. A woman is lifted through heavy doors by gloved hands. Her body cloaked in low murmurs, weighed down with the urgent scream of sirens that split the night.
Her fingers lie curled like soft-shelled snails at her thighs. Headlights stream out behind them, gold slug-trails instead of the silver gilt webs of spider-spun lies, and guilt written on the faces of youths loitering ill-spent in half-empty hostels on cracked sidewalks; trying to catch a glimpse of half-naked flesh and trading green paper or little packets of white snow for favours.
Glass litters the road at the man's feet. A man in uniform writes i
"You're nobody."
"No one"
"Nothing."
Lost in worlds of 'no's and nothingness
Searching for
"Somebody"
"Someone"
"Something" to see inside
I looked back and found:
Me.